Wednesday, February 6, 2008

No one, no one, no one can get in the way of what I'm feeling...

So, not sure why I am having a hard time journaling lately. Its not like there has been anything earth-shattering to write about, but still. I should do better. E has had a hard time with being depressed lately- he always struggles in the winter and feels unfulfilled at work, so that compounds the problem. He had a few bad days lately- which are hard on me because I hate to see him suffer, and also because I am in a good space and feeling more optimistic and hopeful that I have in awhile, plus feeling better physically so that makes me sometimes feel guilty that I am doing well when he isn’t- which of course makes no sense at all.

Holly and Izzy are doing great- Holly is getting more demanding and dominant every day and has started taking away Izzy’s toys and trying to hone in on Izzy’s time with me- but Izzy seems to be taking it well. I try to be the pack leader, but let’s face it, I am a sucker for those two pugs.

I have missed Brothers and Sisters and Men in Trees and Bones since the writer’s strike. I don’t know why I felt I need to note that, but oh well. I am holding out hope for a few more episodes before the season ends.

Working out is trying but good. I enjoy it. I feel so much better than I have in awhile, and even though I am usually in pain/really tired when I finish, I feel good by the time I get to work. Energetic even. Much to the chagrin of some of my coworkers who have to listen to my enthusiasm in the mornings.

So thats part of an update.